But, I was doing so well...

This seems to be the my overall feelings about Weight Watchers/weight loss for the last week or so. I was doing so well...then...fill in blank with some excuse I made about why I could eat like crap or not go for a run, etc.

In fact, I made so many excuses that I gained over 6 pounds. In a week. Eeek. I know some of it is probably just bloat from eating too much sugar but still...damn, 6 effing pounds! I about had a heart attack when I stepped on the scale and saw that number.

But, it was a good "come to G-d" moment for me. I must track and I have to exercise, no matter how busy I am. I must make myself a priority, no ifs, ands, or buts about it. I also can't beat myself up about the gain because I know it's all part of the process - but to say I'm frustrated when I'm so close to my weight loss goal would be an understatement.

Anyways, it is what it is. I'm still working towards getting 110 miles in this month, but it may just kill me (or at least make my legs very sore) (I may need to buy some epsom salt for my baths). I'm also participating in my first half-marathon on April 15th with my Aunt Mary in Central Park. I'm not delusional to enough to think I'll run the whole thing, my goal is just to finish it and take some pictures.

I'm still waiting on my New York Road Runners packet (grrr) and as I said before, as soon as I get more information, I'll pass it along.

But this brings me to another thing I've been thinking about...a lot of runners have pre- and post- race traditions or treats. My favorite Weight Watcher blogger, Sheryl, treats herself to beer and french fries after races/events. I need to remind myself I'm on a budget, so a small treat under $10 or so is what I can afford. I'm thinking Crumbs Cupcakes - I love them, they aren't really that expensive, and by making them something I have to "earn" I won't eat them as often as I do now.

I'd also like to make myself a binder to keep all my race numbers in - something I can show my kids and grandkids when I'm older (although, I hope to still be racing by then).

Anyways, that's where my head is right now. Oh, almost forgot, a big shout out to my bestie Brea for registering for her first 5k! You're going to have a blast and feel amazing about yourself when you cross the finish line!